I wrote a blog entry the other day about D, about feeling all dejected and sad because he has not been paying much attention to me. I did not post it right away because I did not want to finish it - it was too pathetic, so later on I came to my computer and reread what I wrote something I NEVER do) and I deleted it. I sounded way to "teenage" and dare I say needy.
So in my own journey through abandonment D calls me with a barely uplifting offer : "You free tonight, can I come over tonight" I say yes but still feel all undone. He shows up - honestly to my surprise - we did not even say anything to each other, he walked upstairs and I followed. In about 20 seconds he is naked spread eagle waiting for my mouth to take its rightful place on his dick. At this point I fall into my place but my heart is not there. I soon begin to want it more as I feel it growing in my mouth. OKay so I wanted the dick at this point, but I was a little mad at D for letting me go so long, and I did feel disconnected from him. He even looked different to me... lol looks like his skin got darker and he has been working out. As he was fucking me I had to concentrate to make sure I did not call him someone else's name.
Of course we fucked and it was good, and he fucked my ass. He came and I swear like 20 seconds later he is sound asleep and I just lay down and join him. When I wake up I am in his arms and it was nice. I miss that part of seeing him so much. I need that intimacy so much and have limited opportunity to get it. I woke him at 3am to get him out of my house before my husband came home and he fucked me one more time and left as uneventful and he arrived.
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