Monday, May 11, 2009

So I have not been writing. Been a bad month, six months. I have been feeling very content in my life maybe too content. My husband and I were talking about having another baby, thing had been very good, then yesterday he tells me "I do not want to have another baby because I am not sure I want to stay with you" He proceeds to tell me what a bad person I am, how I am mean, how I am always talking bad about his family and he is thinking of moving up Northern NY to be close to his mother. WHAT THE FUCK! 

So that is that. Apparently I have to sell my house, that I just bought and refinanced at a great rate, and move in with my mom, because he needs to change is life. He makes like 3x as much as I do and had to move us into this house i cant afford just a year ago.  I am sick  and scared. I dont know what to do with my child or my home. We have been together 13 years, and he says he just does not like me. I have no words for this shit... no words. Any suggestions.... Anybody want to make a donation?