Wednesday, September 26, 2012

Some one text me today and let me know the slut blog had been shut down. That made me so happy. And I began to feel a little bit nostalgic about my writing.

I am not sure if anyone still is checking for updates or not, but this was always for me anyway. So I feel some what obligated to document these parts of my life.

I now live with my sons father. He is the man I have always wanted. He is an incredible human being and is the "holly grail" I have always talked about. Fulfilling my physical, emotional and spiritual needs. I never thought there was one man who could take care of my needs. Maybe I have changed as well, maybe I have less needs. But I am so in love with this man.

I still hold tightly onto my belief that this was divine intervention. There is just no conceivable way this all could have worked out this way had there not been the hand of God on it and I know that with out a doubt.

I am in love with my whole life. I am so excited to feel like I am really on the right road in my life and to feel the peace that I have. I found my partner.

So I hear the "peanut gallery" and I acknowledge I know not everything lasts forever and nothing is perfect and everything changes. These things I know for sure as well. But I am going to say it, write it, feel it, love it, acknowledge it and document it.

I HAVE NEVER FELT SO HAPPY IN MY LIFE!

I do need to figure out how my writing fits into my life. I need to write. I must write to examine myself, to learn about myself, but this space does not really feel like home to me anymore. I feel like a quest on this submissive girls blog. I am not her anymore.

So I will update sooner or later and if you want to follow my new blog I would love it, if not thanks for stopping by, and thanks for listening when I needed this blog to survive.